Rewiring My Thoughts

They say that “knowing is half the battle,” in which case I am about halfway to optimism. It has recently been brought to my attention that I tread more on the side of negativity, or “spicy-ness,” than I thought. On top of that, it sounds like a paradox, but I’ve also been thinking about how much I’ve been overthinking. Being honest, I am not sure how to “fix” this.

Currently, knowing that I am a glass-half-empty kind of girl doesn’t feel like half the fight; it has made me aware that I need to start the fight. In the Bible, we are called to “Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!” (Philippians 4:5). Psalms 118 says, “This is the day the Lord has made; let’s rejoice and be glad in it,” (118:24). But it is so much easier said than done. It is hard to rejoice always when I feel like I have been in a valley for quite some time. It is hard to be glad in it when your chronic health problems never get better. Negativity just sticks to us sometimes.

 Research has shown that humans have a negativity bias, meaning our brains react more strongly to negative experiences and recall them more quickly. Those who live in heavy negativity tend to experience more anxiety, which causes overthinking and a boatload of other health problems. So, on that happy note, I am trying to be filled with the Spirit of joy in 2026.

Since I haven’t suddenly woken up one morning just overflowing with positivity, I’ve realized I have to start my uphill battle intentionally. Psychologist recommend shifting our attention, so the first step I’m taking is trying to stop praying only about my problems. To be clear, I am still asking God to help me with my struggles and worries, I’m just not allowing that to be what I spend most of my prayer time on.

Additionally, I have started a “positivity journal” with the goal of noticing God in the small things. For the last week, I’ve used prompts like “I saw God today in…,” “I thank God for…” or “The Lord surprised me by…” I have heard of practicing gratitude, but it always felt kind of silly to me; however, it causes me to look at my day from a different perspective.

Finally, I run my thoughts through Philippians 4:8, “…whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable — if there is any moral excellence and if there is anything praiseworthy — dwell on these things.”

Being honest, I haven’t enjoyed doing these things much. I don’t wake up looking forward to journaling about joy at the end of the day, and I still default to overthinking like it’s my job. Just like I didn’t become pessimistic overnight, I can’t expect to unlearn all of that in one week.

I’m finding that joy doesn’t come from pretending everything is fine; it comes from slowly training my mind to notice God even when things aren’t. I’m trying to be a little more attentive to what is true, what is good, and what God is already doing right in front of me.

Yours truly,
Jayden Smith

Worth My Time

Many Christians began this year with a Bible reading plan—a worthwhile commitment and habit.

But whether you have or not, the first question is “Why?” Why spend part of each day (or at least 4 days each week) reading the Bible? 

I wanted to share some reasons why I do this, followed by the heart behind it.

(1) Spending time listening to God (aka. reading or listening to the Bible), leads to true happiness and prosperity:
Psalm 1:1–3 (CSB) 1 How happy is the one who does not walk in the advice of the wicked or stand in the pathway with sinners or sit in the company of mockers! 2 Instead, his delight is in the Lord’s instruction, and he meditates on it day and night. 3 He is like a tree planted beside flowing streams that bears its fruit in its season, and its leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers. 

(2) The greatest commandment God ever gave was followed by the instruction to keep His Word (the Bible) in our hearts:
Deuteronomy 6:4–6 (CSB) 4 “Listen, Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. 5 Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength. 6 These words that I am giving you today are to be in your heart.

(3) Joshua was instructed to meditate on God’s law continually so he could “prosper and succeed.”
Joshua 1:8 (CSB) 8 This book of instruction must not depart from your mouth; you are to meditate on it day and night so that you may carefully observe everything written in it. For then you will prosper and succeed in whatever you do. 

(4) Jesus taught that people cannot “live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.” 
Matthew 4:4 (CSB) 4 He answered, “It is written: Man must not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.” 

(5) Peter taught that Christians should desire Scripture “like newborn infants” desiring milk, so they may grow into salvation:
1 Peter 2:2 (CSB) 2 Like newborn infants, desire the pure milk of the word, so that by it you may grow up into your salvation, 

Nature and creation teach us that what you feed grows, and what you starve dies. God’s design—understood by His Word—is simple: If you want your soul, heart, and mind to grow, feed it God’s Word. If you want your relationship with God to grow, you have to spend time reading/listening to what He has said to us.

But here’s the catch—it can’t simply be a discipline like exercise or study. It has to be a relational time of connecting with God.

As a disciple, I want the following commitment to be true for me in 2026: “Whether reading the Bible or listening to it, I desire to hear from my Heavenly Father. So I read Scripture daily. I care about what God has said, and I need His direction in my life. I listen to Him because I trust Him and love Him. He alone knows what is best. I know that He is good and true, will never lie, and will never fail to do what He says (Numbers 23:19, Hebrews 6:18). He will never lead me astray or tempt me to sin (James 1:13–18).”

If you aren’t already, would you join me in reading God’s Word at least 4 days each week? I’m not saying you have to read the whole Bible in one year, although that is a fine plan. For some, you need to take time really soaking it in and learning from it. 

Here’s a simple outline for reading:
Plan: Read God’s Word at least 4 days each week. Consider what you will read, when you will read, and where you will read. Each person will have a unique plan that best fits their personality and schedule. If you’re failing to plan, you’re planning to fail.

Pray before you read: “Father, I want to spend time with You and hear from You. Jesus, I want to sit at your feet. Holy Spirit, help to understand and apply Your truth.” 
Psalm 119:18 (CSB) “Open my eyes so that I may contemplate wondrous things from your instruction.”

Use the REAP method while reading: Read, Examine (highlight words or phrases that catch your attention; lookup words and their meaning), Apply (how is God wanting me to apply this truth to my life?), Pray (with gratitude and humility, ask for wisdom and strength to grow in the grace and knowledge of Christ).

Don’t forget, the Bible was written to give us Hope & Encouragement:
Romans 15:4 (CSB) 4 For whatever was written in the past was written for our instruction, so that we may have hope through endurance and through the encouragement from the Scriptures.

It leads to Transformation & Power:
Scripture is profitable for teaching, rebuking, correcting, and training in righteousness, equipping believers for every good work (2 Timothy 3:16–17). 
God’s word is “living and effective and sharper than any double-edged sword, penetrating as far as the separation of soul and spirit, joints and marrow. It is able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart” (Hebrews 4:12). God’s Word cuts through the noise and outer shell. It cuts through the excuses and gets to the heart of the matter. It truly reveals and identifies the thoughts and intentions of our hearts.
Treasuring God’s Word in your heart protects you against sin (Psalm 119:11).

It brings Illumination & Blessing:

God’s Word serves as “a lamp for my feet and a light on my path” (Psalm 119:105). The revelation of God’s words “brings light and gives understanding to the inexperienced” (Psalm 119:130). Those who “hear the word of God and keep it” are blessed (Luke 11:28).

I hope you’ll join me in reading the Bible this year on a regular basis. It is definitely worth your time.

Pastor Jack

GOD IS NOT DONE!

This past week, the other pastors and I had the incredible privilege of traveling to the Dallas–Fort Worth area to attend a pastors’ conference. More than 2,300 pastors and ministry leaders gathered with one shared purpose: spiritual encouragement and ministry equipping. I can honestly say that not only was the conference itself outstanding, but the extra time spent together as a pastoral team was equally life-giving.

When we arrived at our Airbnb late Monday evening, we were greeted by a joyful and unexpected surprise… a ping-pong table. Needless to say, it was immediately put to use. As four grown men should when confronted with a ping-pong table, we jumped right in. We hadn’t claimed beds, unpacked bags, or even fully stepped inside, yet we somehow managed to begin an hour and a half marathon of high stakes, all or nothing, bragging rights on the line ping-pong. It was a high joy moment and the perfect way to kick off our two and a half days together.

Heading into the conference, I wasn’t entirely sure what to expect. These kinds of events usually include some worship, a few speakers, maybe a breakout session with practical takeaways and, of course, snacks (always my favorite part). But the big question was quality. Would it be refreshing and filling, or would I walk away thinking, “That was a waste of time”? I’ll admit, I can be a little cynical at times.

Let me put that concern to rest quickly: this conference exceeded every expectation.

We began with worship through song by Brooke Ligertwood. If that name doesn’t sound familiar, you may recognize a few songs she helped write—What a Beautiful Name, Who You Say I Am, and Worthy Is the Lamb. On the second day, we were joined by Tauren Wells. Needless to say, the worship was powerful, heartfelt, and deeply moving.

Not to mention, Jeff Little, the lead pastor of the host church, along with his entire team, did a phenomenal job of speaking directly to the hearts of pastors, staff members, and ministry leaders. Simply being in a room with 2,300 people who faithfully serve the Lord was massively encouraging. It was life-giving to my soul.

But my biggest takeaway from the conference was this simple truth:

GOD IS NOT DONE!

It’s easy to become overwhelmed by the constant negativity of our world — political tension, tragedy after tragedy, and the growing sense that people either don’t know God, don’t care about Him, or worse they know about Him and are running the other direction. Those thoughts can weigh heavily on the heart and slowly pull us into discouragement.

But church family, let me encourage you—GOD IS NOT DONE YET!

There were 2,300 people in that room who are fully devoted to advancing the gospel. I heard story after story of churches across America growing. Young people coming to church by the thousands. Leaders being raised up from a young age and planting churches. Salvations and baptisms happening continually.

God is still moving.
The light is coming.
And the darkness will not prevail.

Thank you, church, for supporting me and my family. Thank you for standing behind me, encouraging me, and allowing us the opportunity to attend a conference like this. I return home encouraged, refreshed, and spiritually renewed.

My goal has always been to serve with love, and I truly believe my calling is to lay down my life for Christ and His Church. I return from Texas more ready than ever to do exactly that.

Pastor Byrant

The Lord is Our Righteousness

     I’ve recently been reading through Jeremiah.  He is known as the weeping prophet.  He endures some pretty tough persecution from his own people.  (Proclaiming that enemies will come and burn Jerusalem and take people captive doesn’t win you many fans.)  He witnessed the destruction of Jerusalem and the fall of the southern Kingdom.  In the midst of the sobering prophesies that he declares over the people of Judah, I was struck by some words of hope.

     In Jeremiah chapters 23 and 33, the “righteous branch of David” is referred to.  The prophecy stated that days were coming when the Lord would raise up a King in the line of David who would execute justice and righteousness.  He would be our righteousness.  At Christmas time, that King arrived.  His name is Jesus.  And he is our righteousness.  1 Corinthians 1:30-31 says, “you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, righteousness and sanctification and redemption, so that, as it is written, ‘Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord.’”  Similarly, in 2 Corinthians 5:21 we see this great exchange of our sin for his righteousness, “For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.” 

     We could never produce our own righteousness.  There is nothing we have that we can boast in.  Jesus alone is our righteousness.  We live in the days where this prophecy from Jeremiah has been fulfilled.  This Christmas, I’m celebrating Jesus, the Lord, our righteousness.

 See you Sunday!

Pastor Kyle

Running on Fumes

As a young woman, I hate going to mechanics and autobody shops. In all honesty, I don’t know much about how my car works, and you could probably sell me blinker fluid without me batting an eye. Two summers ago, I had to take my car in by myself, and at the time I was living in Georgia, so I couldn’t convince my parents to go with me. I mustered up every ounce of bravery I had and drove to a Jiffy-Lube-like place. Everything went well, and I was out of there ten minutes later. I drove home happy and very proud.

Over the next week, my check engine light came back on. I didn’t think much of it at first. I assumed my car was just being dramatic until I started hearing sounds. Not anything outrageous, but I’ve driven my car for four years, and I could tell something was off. I called my dad, and he told me to keep an eye on it, so I did. Then a week later, a new dashboard light was unlocked: the oil pressure warning light. As I was driving the very short distance home, I made it to the top of a small hill… and my car completely locked up and shut off. Panic.

Thankfully, with the help of friends who had some extra oil, everything turned out fine. But it turned out that the oil filter hadn’t been fully screwed on during the oil change, so my car had been leaking oil, and I didn’t notice. The warning lights were trying to tell me something, and I ignored them.

Lately, I’ve been meditating on our creative Creator and how He designed us with our own internal “warning lights,” especially when it comes to stress. It’s remarkable how God made us so complex. Not all stress is bad; some stress is temporary and is needed, but when stress persists, it becomes damaging. It affects listening skills, memory, cardiovascular functions, digestion, sleep, relationships, and so much more.

The famous verse often quoted when we talk about stress and anxiety is Philippians 4:6: “Do not worry about anything…” The Greek word for worry here describes a mind being pulled in opposite directions or torn to pieces by things like fear, scenarios, and what-ifs. When stress hits, our bodies respond with dashboard lights of cortisol and adrenaline. When the stressful moment ends, we’re supposed to return to homeostasis. But when we live in constant stress, our systems begin to break down.

We are the dwelling place of God; our bodies and brains matter. We are made in the image of God — Imago Dei — and Jesus Himself felt intense anguish in the Garden of Gethsemane. We live in a world where so many are stretched thin, overwhelmed, and running on empty. I don’t believe this is the kind of life Jesus meant when He said, “I have told you these things so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete” (John 15:11).

God marvelously created our bodies, and even our stress responses testify to His provision as built-in reminders that we are not meant to carry everything ourselves.

Like my car’s oil light, the signs of stress aren’t the end, they’re invitations. Invitations to slow down before we break. To bring our worry-worn hearts to the One who sees, who knows, who cares. When the warning lights start to flash, when we feel anxious, exhausted, stretched too thin, it isn’t failure. It’s Jesus saying, “Let me handle what you’re trying to hold alone.”

Jayden Smith

Theology before Feeling

“Intensified affections and deepened emotions are to be celebrated as long as what awakens, intensifies, and arouses them is biblical truth!”- Understanding Worship by Sam Storms

Within some churches, you will find resistance to emotions or expression.  There may even be pressure to restrain yourself from expressing emotions or raising your hands.  To shed a tear as you sing may be seen as weakness or shameful.  Within other churches, you might feel pressure to raise your hands or dance, and your love for the Lord might be questioned if you don’t seem to be moved like everyone else.  As an extreme, some people may believe that they are not truly worshipping if they don’t “feel” something.

Let me first say that emotions are not inherently evil.  We are made in God’s image (Genesis 1:27), and just like he can be grieved (Genesis 6:6, Psalm 78:40), jealous (Exodus 20:5, Joshua 24:19), compassionate (Exodus 34:6 Matthew 9:36), pleased (Hebrews 13:16, Psalm 147:11), angry (Romans 5:9, Exodus 34:6), mournful (Jeremiah 9:10, John 11:35), and rejoice (Zephaniah 3:17), we too experience emotions.

One of our worship team values is “Theology before Feeling”.  We want to feel, but we want our feelings to be stirred by truth.  We should not be afraid of emotions.  And yes, sometimes in our house we’ve used the phrase “truth doesn’t care about your feelings”.  Sometimes our feelings deceive us, but when we sing about the loving kindness, grace, and mercy of our God, then our hearts overflow with inexpressible joy (1 Peter 1:8).  Joy in the Lord is so rich and deep it can’t be fully expressed.

I want to feel deeply, and I want to be moved to express my praises to God passionately.  I don’t want to be manipulated to feel a certain way; rather, I want to let the truth of the Gospel and all that God is move me to joy, or tears, or even dancing.  I’m praying that the affections of our hearts would be stirred every Sunday as we worship the Lord through song.

See you Sunday!
Pastor Kyle

Ocean’s Worth

An unassuming Wednesday afternoon in McPherson last month energized my soul in a way I had not foreseen.

Everyone else in our family had commitments that day, so I found myself the lone concert attendee, grabbing a seat with other grandparents in the mostly empty Brown Auditorium on the campus of McPherson College.  Twelve Heart of America League high school honors choirs had gathered all morning for a workshop with guest choir conductor, Dr. Andrew Voth, and then shared vocal numbers individually and together in the 1 pm concert.

I was there to support Kesler, our grandson, who is part of the Berean Academy choir which joined all the other school’s singers for a grand finale of six choral numbers.  Around one hundred and fifty students, crammed onto risers, filled the stage to overflowing and then sang their hearts out. 

One of those songs reached deeply into my soul and moved me in a way I wasn’t expecting.  Entitled “O Love,” the hymn arrangement presented a glorious version of the Scottish “Blind Preacher,” George Matheson’s, famous poem, “O Love That Will Not Let Me Go.”  The words embedded themselves into my consciousness and drew me to eventually memorize all four stanzas. 

Blind and alone, Matheson had found himself at an extremely low and vulnerable point in his life. He’d been abandoned by his fiancé and then had to say goodbye to his caregiving sister, who left him to get married. Out of his pain and heartache, Matheson turned to Jesus and received in a matter of minutes the deeply personal and assuring words of the now famous hymn that reflected the comfort that he experienced when he took his pain to the Lord. This profound word from the Lord sustained him for many years of fruitful ministry.

“O Love that will not let me go, I rest my weary soul in thee; I give thee back the life I owe, that in thine ocean depths its flow may richer, fuller be.”

How does a weary soul get refreshed? Matheson testifies, “Entrust your pain to your good God, who promises to enrich and sustain out of the ocean depths of his love and grace his grieving loved ones who come to him in their need.”

A recent vacation to the Alabama Gulf Coast nailed the image in my mind as Bobbie and I walked beautiful white sand beaches and dipped our feet in the surf of never ceasing waves.  Sometimes those waves bombarded, and sometimes they caressed the shore.  I sensed in the waves a message from the Lord to me. “Steve, you don’t have to have the resources you need.  You’re connected to the author and giver of all grace! There’s so much more than what you need available as you go deep with Jesus.”  

Ocean’s worth!

I’m remembering how the Apostle John put it in John 1:16, “For from his FULNESS we have all received, grace upon grace.”  I love that.  Like waves unceasingly reaching for the shore, our Heavenly Father offers his unlimited life, love, joy, light, and his presence to us.  Turning to him, like Matheson did, and focusing on how unbelievably generous and wise the Lord is in the hour of our need, is the key.

Matheson reminds us, “Don’t run from your pain. Bring it to Jesus. Remember that he promises a ‘tearless morn.’” 

“O Joy that seekest me through pain, I cannot close my heart to thee; I trace the rainbow through the rain, and feel the promise is not vain, that morn shall tearless be.”

Here’s to that present comfort and the future hope of a “tearless morn” that shouts of our unshakable future with Jesus.

Steve Friesen
Elder at Grace Community Church

Love Thru Listening

I recently attended an inspiring conference at our church called "Love Through Listening," led by our friend and church member Chris Willis. About 125 people joined, and the response was overwhelmingly positive! The conference focused on active listening as an act of love, grounded in biblical principles like James 1:19-20 and 1 Corinthians 13. Chris emphasized that listening with a servant mindset reflects the call to prioritize others above ourselves (Philippians 2:3-4, 1 Corinthians 10:24, Matthew 20:26-27), and is essential, especially when someone is struggling. 

I wish our whole church could have attended the event! Chris did a phenomenal job, and the food was worth raving about.

I’m excited to share some key takeaways with you, hoping they spark meaningful conversations among us:

Key Concepts

1. Emotional Dynamics: As rationality increases, emotionality decreases, and vice versa. Effective listening helps balance these dynamics.

2. The 80/20 Rule: To make others feel understood, we should listen 80% of the time and speak only 20%. This aligns with the biblical principle of viewing others as more important than ourselves.

3. Behavioral Change Stairway Model:

• Begin with active listening.

• Practice empathy to understand the speaker fully.

• Build rapport, which fosters godly influence.

• This influence can lead to positive behavioral change as the speaker seeks to follow God.

The MORE PIES Acronym: Eight Active Listening Skills
Chris introduced the MORE PIES acronym to outline eight key active listening skills:

1. M – Minimal Encouragers

• Use brief words (1-3), gestures, or facial expressions to show you’re listening without interrupting.

• Examples: “Mm-hmm,” nodding, or a smile.

• Use sparingly to maintain the 80/20 rule and avoid interrupting the speaker.

• Caution: Avoid affirming negative or dangerous behavior (e.g., don’t say “I see” to statements like “I’m worthless and better off dead”).

2. O – Open-Ended Questions

• Ask questions that invite detailed responses rather than yes/no or one-word answers.

• Chris shared the TEDS acronym for conversation starters:

• Tell: “Tell me about…”

• Explain: “Explain ___ (in more detail)”

• Describe: “Describe ___” or “Describe how you felt…”

• Show: “Show me what ___ was like.” or "Show me how ___ ..."

• Instead of “Are you okay?” or "Can you...", use a TEDS question!

• These encourage the speaker to share more.

3. R – Reflecting (Mirroring)

• Repeat key words or short phrases (1-4 words) the speaker used to show interest and invite further explanation.

• Example: If they say, “I’m so frustrated with work,” you might reflect, “Frustrated with work?”

• Caution: Don’t reflect harmful or immoral ideas to avoid unintended affirmation.

4. E – Emotional Labels

• Identify and name the emotions you hear in the speaker’s words.

• Be specific (e.g., “furious” instead of “mad,” “betrayed” instead of “hurt”).

• If mistaken, the speaker will correct you, which encourages further dialogue.

• For children, use simpler, general emotional terms due to their limited vocabulary.

5. P – Paraphrasing

• Restate the speaker’s words in your own, focusing on their most recent sentence or paragraph.

• This shows you’re processing their message and encourages them to continue.

• Example: If they say, “I’m overwhelmed with school,” you might paraphrase, “It sounds like school is feeling really intense for you.”

6. I – I-Statements

• Use statements like “I feel [emotion] when you [action] because [reason].”

• These can be positive or negative (require rapport first).

• Stick to one emotion and use positive I-statements when possible.

• Avoid negative I-statements until emotions have settled and rapport has been built.

• Example: “I feel encouraged when you share your thoughts because it helps me understand you better.”

7. E – Effective Pauses

• Allow silence to give the speaker space to process and continue talking.

• If they seem uneasy, reassure them: “I’m here; I just wanted to give you space to share.”

• Pauses let moments settle, often leading to deeper reflection or revelations for the speaker.

• Silence is powerful, as people naturally want to fill conversational gaps.

8. S – Summary

• Recap the main points of the entire conversation to show understanding.

• Begin with, “So, if I’m understanding you right…” and highlight key themes.

• This helps clarify and ensures the speaker feels heard.

Final Thoughts

The conference emphasized that active listening is a biblical act of love that prioritizes others, fosters understanding, and can lead to transformative change. By applying the MORE PIES skills and TEDS conversation starters, we can listen effectively, build rapport, and reflect God’s love in our conversations.
These skills have already helped me listen with more intention, and I’m eager to practice them in our conversations. If our church hosts another event like this, I hope you’ll join me and spread the word about how transformative it was. I was deeply blessed, and my hope is that good content like this would not only be available in our community but that it would change it for the better.

Grace and peace,
Pastor Jack

Not Mine

I have a confession: I really like to be in control. Like really, really. I like knowing all the details, having a say in things, and ultimately being able to shape how they go. In my mind, if everything happens exactly how I imagine, it will be perfect. It’s why, if a book or movie doesn’t have a happy ending that I like, it upsets me.

Control itself isn’t bad — self-control is a fruit of the Spirit. But when that desire for control turns into trying to control others or circumstances, things get dicey.

This has been a tough struggle for me lately. Over the weekend, my family met up in Nebraska for a zoo day. I was so pumped. But quickly, my excitement turned to anxiety when things didn’t go exactly how I planned. I couldn’t keep track of all 11 people all the time, and I lost the little façade of control I thought I had. At one point, my mom turned to me and said, “It’s okay, there’s no point in worrying about the things you can’t control.” And my immediate thought was, “But I can control it, so there’s a lot to worry about.”

If you can’t relate to that, maybe this will sound familiar. Recently, I had two hard and uncomfortable conversations with people I deeply love. In both, I was vulnerable and shared something that had been weighing heavily on me. After the first conversation, I felt like I lost control once that person shared what I said with someone else, something I didn’t want. In the second, I was completely convinced the person would respond one way, but they went completely off-script.

Obviously, my control issues show up in a million other places, but this isn’t just a confessional.

Thankfully, we have a God who understands temptation and shows us how to handle it. In a place called Gethsemane, Jesus prayed in agony because He was about to be betrayed. In Matthew, He says, “My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.” (26:36–39). Similarly, in Mark, He says, “Abba, Father! All things are possible for you. Take this cup away from me. Nevertheless, not what I will, but what you will.” (14:32–36).

I don’t think the saying, “let go and let God,” really works. It should be, “let’s go to God and let Him work.” Jesus, being God, had all the power and control, yet He didn’t run once things got painful. Instead, He went to the Father and laid His control at His feet.

Someone once told me that God doesn’t give us full control or reveal everything about the future because it wouldn’t be loving. At first, I thought that was ridiculous, but now it makes sense. When I try to control everything, I become stressed, tired, and overwhelmed, and that’s just with the things right in front of me. If I also had the knowledge and control of tomorrow, it would be unbearable.

Jesus said, “Therefore don’t worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” (Matthew 6:34).

Control feels safe, but giving it to God frees us. The irony is that control never actually helps. It drains our joy, fuels our anxiety, and convinces us we can carry a weight we were never meant to hold. Letting go isn’t giving up; it’s trusting the One who never loses control.

I now stop and ask myself:
- What area of my life do I need to surrender and pray, “not my will, but Yours”?
- Where is God inviting me to loosen my hold and trust His hands instead?

Have a great day!
Jayden Smith

Revival

Wednesday mornings around 8:30 a.m., our staff gathers for what we call a “staff check-in.” We share something we’re thankful for, something we’re praying for, and something we’re working on that week. This has become one of my favorite times each week. There are always moments of joy, joking, and laughter—but it also gives real insight into what we’re asking the Lord to help us with.

Sometimes the same answers pop up again and again. For instance, coffee somehow always makes its way onto the board under the “thankful for” category. I usually get a few smug looks when that’s written down because I’m one of the few—apparently in the world—who doesn’t really enjoy coffee. Not even a little bit.

But each week, when it comes around to my turn to share, there’s a consistent theme in my prayer request: REVIVAL. Lately, the Lord has placed a deep burden on my heart to pray for revival.

Because of the nature of my calling and ministry, much of that prayer is for revival among young people. It’s been amazing to hear stories of revival breaking out on college campuses across America, but my heart longs to see that same spark ignite in the lives of students right here in our community.

This past spring, we did a study on revival—looking closely at historic movements and what Scripture teaches about these moments. Here’s what I learned: revival starts with a repentant heart. Singular, not plural—a heart. It doesn’t begin as a movement, an organized program, or a wrecking ball of truth. Revival begins in one individual who recognizes their complete need for a God who saves—and whose only response is to repent, turn from sin, and fully surrender to Him.

Revival is worth praying for because it draws people into a right relationship with God—where sin loses its power and the sinner finds new life in Christ.

As I’ve prayed for revival, God has been doing deep work in me. I’ve realized my need for greater dependence on Him, greater surrender, and a deeper burden for my own sin. How can I expect God to bring the fire of revival around me if I’m not willing to be the first spark? How desperate am I? How desperate are you?

There would be nothing greater than to see all 1,500 seventh–twelfth grade students in Newton USD 373 schools repenting of their sins, giving their lives to Christ, and getting connected to a Bible believing church! The impact that would have on their families, our town, and even our state would be astronomical. God can do that! If He can deliver the Israelites, heal the blind, and raise people from the dead, He can save 1,500 students. In Acts 2, three thousand people were added to the Church after just one message was shared. God can still do great things!

This Friday night, October 17th, we’re hosting a 5th Quarter event for Newton High School students. We’ll offer food, fun activities, and connections to people who love them and want to share Jesus with them. We’re doing this in partnership with several other Newton churches and Christian organizations that want nothing more than to see every student come to know Christ.

Church, would you join me in praying that we make lasting connections with students during this event? And even more, would you continue praying for the young people in our community? I believe God wants to answer those prayers.

How is God sparking revival in your life—and how does He want you to advocate for those around you?

Peace and blessings,
Bryant Hart

Silly Snake Staff Story

I grew up with wonderful Bible teaching. The church I grew up in highly valued the written Word of God, and every gathering was centered around that Word being honored. I knew all the “common” Bible stories that any church kids would know. The truth is, though, that most of those stories and principles I was taught got filed away as knowledge. I knew Jesus at a young age and had some very real experiences of being very grateful for my sins being forgiven. That didn’t stop me from treating church like a “two or three times a week exercise in sitting still and being bored way longer than I wanted to” event! I mostly learn by listening, and I enjoy facts, so I still absorbed a lot of information, but that’s precisely what it was to me. 

That all changed when I was 16, when I was baptized and attended summer camp. I realized that God’s Word meant something for me every day. All those facts, principles, and timeless truths were meant to affect each thought, every action, and the overall direction of my life. Suddenly, the stories I knew made me want to bend my own story to be in line (at least with the good parts) with those stories. I had a hunger to know what God said about everything that He spoke about in His Word. I would read my Bible for hours a day with joy. I had known many of the stories, memorized verses, and had been taught what so much of it meant, but reading it with the intent for the words to change me gave me fuel I had never felt before. 

I have been reading the Bible for almost 30 years now, seeking a life change through it. I have had mentors, friends, pastors, and teachers since then who added so much insight to the excellent foundation I had. My favorite parts of the Bible currently are the Psalms and any time a character breaks out into a song during a story in the Bible. I love it all, but if I have “extra” time to read one day outside of my regular reading or studying, these are the places I will go. My lifelong favorite is the book of Ecclesiastes. I just have a nagging feeling that if I spend enough time considering its high and complex wisdom, someday a little wisdom will rub off on me!

You might think that, with all this buildup, I have a very heavy and serious point to make. We all need to learn the Bible, and being taught it at a young age should not be taken for granted; it is a wonderful gift. It should also be stated that God Himself claims the primary role of teaching us His Word (Hebrews 8:10), so if you haven’t been blessed in the same way I described above, don’t lose heart. God works to teach us all His Word, and your learning it later in life doesn’t put Him at a disadvantage. Our various testimonies do not hinder God. He is always looking for open and believing hearts. 

I would like to highlight a truth, but through a new observation I made, which, honestly, is a pretty silly and hilarious moment in the Bible. Recently, Jack referenced Exodus 4 in one of his sermons. As a diligent Bible student, I strive to read the verses surrounding any passage someone uses in a sermon—reading the entire chapter (or larger section) around a few referenced verses is called examining the context. It is always beneficial to consider the broader context to gain a clearer understanding of why something is said or why someone does something. 

In Exodus 4, God instructs Moses to use the staff he had used as a shepherd to perform a miracle, proving to the people of Israel that God had indeed brought Moses back to them from another country to lead them out of their slavery in Egypt. This was a huge deal, and a slave rebellion on this level needed to be God’s idea, or it probably would have ended very badly for the Israelites. In Exodus 4, God tells Moses to throw down the staff he had, and God turns it into a snake… and in Exodus 4:3, we read that when that miraculous transition happened and Moses saw his staff turn into a snake, it says “he ran from it!” I have probably read this account or heard it read dozens of times, and I did not remember that Moses got scared and ran away from the snake that God turned his own staff into. It’s silly, mildly hilarious to think about, and so typical of us as people! 

There are two things you can ponder about this story told by a staff person at GCC, about a silly observation of a staff turning into a snake. First, as I began to move past just storing the facts of Bible stories, I started looking for ways to live differently. That is an essential step in our development as we learn to follow Jesus. As I have continued to grow, I have really started to look at what the details say about our hearts as men and women. We should never use our experience to interpret something in the Bible, but recognizing similarities in our life experiences with characters in the Bible can help inform us as we look at people's reactions to situations in the Bible. I get startled when I see a big snake up close, and seeing Moses do that reminds me that even though his life is immortalized in the pages of scripture, he also had weaknesses, hopes, dreams, and momentary lapses in trust in God, just like I do. It helps me to think deeply about my relationship with God when I wrestle with that minute detail in the story. Did Moses run from the snake because of the simple flight response we can all feel when started by an animal we didn’t expect to see? Was Moses’ response a more profound and darker lack of trust in God? Shouldn’t he have felt at peace? God was literally telling him that He would do miracles to prove to the Israelites that God Himself had sent Moses to set them free. We later see Moses doubt God’s ability to speak through Him, leading God to call Moses’ brother Aaron to be the primary speaker of God’s message to the people. How often do I fall into these same silly but possibly unbelieving mindsets when I know God wants me to do something?

Second, God can give you lots of chuckles, deep insights, or new perspectives on Him or how people react to Him if you keep reading, listening to, and studying your Bible. There are little nuggets to be had that you haven’t seen yet, and if you let them open your heart to what God wants you to see, it can bring you nearer to Him! Many movies would have us see Moses as a somber, almost terrifyingly powerful leader who led God’s people out of the servitude of the greatest ruler of the day. He did that… but don’t forget that he also hiked up his robes and did a little dance in the desert when he saw a snake. God wants you to stay plugged into His word so that whatever you read in it, whether it's silly or serious, it will bring you closer to Him.

Thanks for Reading,
Pastor Will

When God Rejects our Worship

Noah and I read scripture together often. The last time we were ready to start a new book, he picked Amos.  And no, I couldn’t remember any details about Amos.  Just a few nights ago, we read chapter 5, which includes this in verse 23, “Take away from me the noise of your songs; to the melody of your harps I will not listen”.  God is speaking to Israel through Amos, telling them that He takes no delight in their gatherings, in their offerings, or in their singing.  This sounds harsh.  Can you imagine God speaking to us, telling us that he hates our Sunday morning gatherings?  Or that He doesn’t want to hear our singing or receive our offerings?  Why would God reject worship, or not be pleased when people are gathered in His name?

One of the clues is in the next verse, “But let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.”  God doesn’t want hypocrisy.  He doesn’t want lip service. If we are neglecting the love of people, neglecting issues of justice, and not pursuing righteousness, God will not delight in our gathered worship.  Earlier in chapter 5, Amos writes, “Seek good, and not evil…Hate evil, and love good, and establish justice in the gate.”  He talks about his people taking bribes, turning away the needy, and afflicting the righteous.  God delights in the worship of His gathered church on Sunday morning, when they are worshipping him throughout the week.  He delights in our sacrifices when we are sacrificing for others.  When there is a lack of obedience and a love for evil, and then we pay lip service to God, it does not bring Him joy.

I think the second clue in God rejecting worship from His people is a closer look at the offerings being brought to Him.  In verse 22, God says he doesn’t accept their burnt offerings, grain offerings, or peace offerings.  Do you notice a particular offering missing?  The sin offering is missing.  Let me suggest that God doesn’t delight in our worship when we don’t grieve our sin.  When we can’t admit that we need grace, and when we don’t acknowledge our sin before the Lord, I think our songs just become noise to Him.

So, worship the Lord throughout the week by pursuing righteousness and justice, and by confessing your sin to Him.  Then, let’s gather on Sundays to worship the Lord together!  May the Lord delight in our gatherings, and be enthroned upon our praises! 

See you Sunday!
Pastor Kyle

Something is Stirring

I know I'm not the only one who feels it. You've seen it. You've heard it. People in our country are expressing a renewed passion for truth, dialogue, and even God.

More people are going to church, praying, and taking an interest in what is going on in the public square.

But like all things, this moment is only temporary. So let's not waste it!

If we celebrate passion but forget to make disciples, we will miss out on true revival. I like how pastor and author, Mac Lake, puts it:

"The church has a responsibility in this moment:
To disciple new believers. Walk with them, teach them, and encourage them. Don’t just celebrate their zeal—shape it.
To develop the next leaders. Give disciples opportunities to lead, but also help them shoulder responsibility with humility and wisdom.
To invest in character. Teach the disciplines of holiness, prayer, humility, and integrity. Passion may open doors, but character keeps them open.
To multiply discipleship. Just as Paul multiplied himself through leaders like Timothy, we must multiply ourselves in others, and help them not burn out or veer off but endure with strength." (maclakeonline.com) 

There is no doubt a renewed sense of courage within the church. People want to speak out for the Gospel and biblical values. If that's you, start praying.

Pray that God would do a work in your own heart. Be honest with Him about what you do, NOT what you know. Here are a few questions I bring before God each day:

- How is my one-on-one time with God? Am I committed to hearing from Him through the Scriptures? Am I taking the time to open my heart up to Him in prayer? Am I learning to rest in the Lord, not just binge on entertainment?

This is only a small sample of questions that help me discern between what I need and what I want. And boy, is it easy to mix that up! My focus can be so circumstantial sometimes, I don't even recognize that I am the one who chooses whether or not I fix my eyes on Jesus.

This spring, I am inviting a few people to join me on Sunday evenings to pray and grow together. Would you do me a favor? Join me in asking God to move within our church and community. Beg Him to reveal the condition of your own heart, and where you can share your faith.

We are the church. God gave no other plan. Let's go be the church.

Grace and peace,
Pastor Jack

My Ebenezer

Right now, life feels extra heavy. And I know it’s not just me.

I was flipping back through my prayer journal from 2019 and couldn’t help but reflect. For one, I’m no longer a teenager (praise God for that). But even more, page after page, prayer after prayer, I see how God has answered in ways I hadn’t even realized. He has never stopped helping me.

That reflection hit especially deep because of how heavy things feel today. Depression is on the rise, with an estimated 13.1% of people ages 12 and up reporting symptoms within a two-week span. That’s an 8% increase in just ten years. About 30% of U.S. adults will be diagnosed with depression at some point, and less than 40% will ever get help. The ~60% increase in depression is heartbreaking.

This isn’t just random information; it’s personal for me. I know what it’s like to sit in the heaviness. I was prescribed antidepressants before I was even in high school, and I’ve spent years in counseling. Those pages in my prayer journal remind me that even in the middle of all that, God was quietly answering and carrying me.

In 1 Samuel 7, the Israelites beg Samuel, “Don’t stop crying out to the Lord our God for us, so that he will save us from the Philistines.” Samuel prays, and God thunders against their enemies, giving them victory. After this big win, Samuel took a stone and set it upright and named it Ebenezer, which means “the stone of help.” He explains it a little bit more and says, “The LORD has helped us to this point.”

And right now, surrounded by death, defeat, corruption, discrimination, and injustice, I pause to look back. He has helped me to this point.

When I get swallowed by darkness and the lies in my own head, I pray Psalm 42 (and sometimes 43, since they go together) until I believe it:

Why, my soul, are you so dejected?
Why are you in such turmoil?
Put your hope in God, for I will still praise him,
My Savior and my God.
I am deeply depressed;
Therefore I remember you from the land of Jordan
and the peaks of Hermon, from Mount Mizar.
Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your breakers and your billows have swept over me.
The LORD will send his faithful love by day;
his song will be with me in the night —
a prayer to the God of my life.

The news makes money off heartbreak and disaster, but we were never meant to carry all of that. As believers, we don’t have to because our God is with us and in us, whether on the mountain or in the valley.

So I pray for whatever grief or heaviness you’re carrying. I pray against fear and anxiety in the face of the violence and brokenness around us. But more than anything, I pray that when you pause and look back at your own Ebenezer, you’ll remember: God has helped you this far and He won’t stop now.

Jayden Smith

I Don’t Wanna

Let me be painfully honest with you all for a moment. As I sat down at my desk to write this staff journal, I just… didn’t want to. And I could list out all the reasons why—being busy, having other things on my plate, or just honestly preferring to do something else—but I’ll spare you the in-between details.

Some days, I simply don’t feel like doing anything I’m “supposed” to do. And honestly, I hesitate to admit that out loud. I worry what you, the onlookers, might think. But maybe that’s exactly why I need to say it—because if I’m being really real, I bet there are more than a few of you who feel the same way sometimes.

So let me be the one to say: You are not broken for feeling like this. You are not the first, and definitely not the last. You are not alone.

More often than we’d like to admit, we all have days when the things we know we ought to do are the absolute last things we want to do. Whether that’s work-related, chores, relationships—or even our spiritual life—it happens. Again, you are not alone.

But what do we do when the last thing we feel like doing is opening our Bible, praying, or praising the Lord?

For me, I have to remember the moments when I’ve seen God show up in my life. I have to get to a place—mentally, emotionally, or even physically—that reminds me of His faithfulness.

Sometimes, that looks like hopping in the driver’s seat of my little Prius, rolling the windows down, and just driving. No music. No distractions. Just me, the road, and my God.

Other times, it’s getting to a place in my prayers that realigns my heart with who God is.

Pastor Jack recently shared on a Sunday morning how, when he feels down and disconnected, he prays something along the lines of:
"I love you, Lord. I want to be with You. I want to hear from You."

That simple prayer can be like a jumpstart—a spiritual spark that draws us back to the place where God always intended us to be: close to Him in prayer, motivated to work for His glory, and ready for whatever He places in front of us next.

So let me ask you:
Are you struggling for motivation?
Are you struggling to have faith?

How might God be inviting you to take responsibility—to find that familiar place, or to seek out your own “jumpstart” in relying on Him again?

And if even that feels like too much right now—please, let someone come alongside you. Sometimes we need more than just our own cries to God. If you need encouragement, support, or simply someone to listen, we’re here. One call, one email, one tap on the shoulder at church—that’s all it takes.

Let’s be a church that truly shows up for one another.

"Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed in pure water.
Let us hold on to the confession of our hope without wavering, since He who promised is faithful."
— Hebrews 10:22-23 (CSB)

Peace and blessings,
Pastor Bryant

Faith, Mountains, and Mustard Seeds

I hope to share a simple, concise, yet important thought with you. Part of Matthew 17:20 contains these words of Jesus, “For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will tell this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move.” Just to be 100% up front, I am going to pull this verse a little out of its primary context. I’m not going to use it to talk about Jesus’ disciples’ ministry at a specific time and place when they were driving demons out of people.

There have been many observations made about mustard seeds and the word picture Jesus uses to highlight something about our faith. I want to draw out something adjacent to that. Jesus highlights that at times our faith is small. That’s true, and if you’ve walked with Jesus for more than 24 hours, you’ve probably felt like your faith was small, too. But notice this, Jesus isn’t worried about the disciples having small faith in this passage, and He isn’t worried about your faith or mine being small at times, either.

One of the truths revealed in Jesus’ statement is simple but profound. Something we spend a lifetime grasping if we truly commit our lives to Him: the size of our faith matters so little compared to who our faith is in.

Whether we trust God in a way that feels big or in a way that feels tiny compared to our circumstances, our trust and our faith are not the determining factor in the outcome. Mountains don’t often need to be moved, at least I haven’t heard many reports of it happening! But Jesus’ words to His closest followers remind us that our strength is small, and that our smallness has nothing to do with the outcomes in our lives.

Now contrast Matthew 17:20 with Psalm 77:16-19, which says:
“The water saw you, God. The water saw you; it trembled. Even the depths shook. The clouds poured down water; the storm clouds thundered; your arrows flashed back and forth. The sound of your thunder was in the whirlwind; lightning lit up the world. The earth shook and quaked. Your way went through the sea, your path through the vast water, but your footprints were unseen.”

Psalm 77 is written in the context of God parting the Red Sea for Moses and the people. And here’s the contrast: no matter the context, and no matter how tiny our faith may be, when God moves, He moves huge! Our joy, our hope, and even our faith cannot rest on our own evaluation of how big our faith feels. We have to constantly remember who our faith is in. We must look past our own judgments, our own understanding, and our own feelings about ourselves, and look straight at God. When we do, we see how little it matters what size our faith is, because everything changes when we focus on who our faith is in.

Even if the only change we see is our own hearts resting exactly where they’re meant to, secure in a God bigger than any faith we could ever muster(d)!

Pastor Will

The Lord Will Provide

Last school year, we started singing a new song at youth group. It was really well received and seemed to resonate with the students.  The song is “The Lord Will Provide,” and it’s based on part of Jesus’ teaching in the Sermon on the Mount.  The youth led it in "big church" in May on youth Sunday, and we had so many people asking about the song that we decided to add it to our Sunday morning repertoire.  We started singing it in June, and I haven’t had the opportunity to write a staff journal about it until now.

            When we sing “The Lord Will Provide,” we declare to one another that God provides for our needs.  We encourage each other not to worry about things, but to trust in the one who faithfully supplies.  The song uses Jesus’ words about the flowers and the birds of the air, who do not worry or stress about their needs, because God cares for them.  And how much more God cares for us!

            The song continues by using Jesus’ words when he said, “Seek first the kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well.”  When we sing this song to one another, we encourage one another not to seek the treasures and riches of the world, but to seek the things of eternal value.  When we seek to glorify God in all that we do, when we concern ourselves with the things God is concerned with, He takes care of our needs. 

            As we sing this song on Sunday, I don’t know what your needs might be.  I don’t know what you might be anxious about.  But I know that God is faithful to provide.  He owns everything.  It’s all his.  Everything we need, God already has it.  So, my prayer is that singing this song will remind us of how great a provider the Lord is.  I pray that anxiety would fade, that worry would cease, and we would rest in knowing, “every single time the Lord will provide”!

See you Sunday!

Pastor Kyle

Sprang a Leak

I almost got through the summer without a landscaping hassle…almost. August had other plans. 

As I mowed my lawn, I noticed my feet squishing and slipping in mud. 
“Is this a low spot?”
“Is one of my sprinkler heads busted?”
“Maybe this will dry up by tomorrow if I just ignore it…” 

Not likely.

Turns out, one of my irrigation control valves sprang a leak and was continuously pumping H2O in the dirt. 

Of course, that’s why we put in a sprinkler system in the first place—to water the grass.

However, this wasn’t how it was designed to work. It’s not meant to all pour out in one spot.

That only makes a mess.

It reminds me of my own calendar and focus. If I pour all my attention into one area while neglecting others, I don’t stimulate growth and foster beauty—I create imbalance.

When I am not paying attention to all that God has given me to cultivate, I find myself slinging mud and creating ruts in what could be a beautiful attraction that inspires my neighbors.

Maybe you can relate.

I’m glad that I noticed the water pooling up in my yard. It alerted me to a problem that couldn’t be ignored.

And that may be the very thing we should pray for.

Pray along with me that God will identify the leaks that need your attention. You don’t have to be afraid of what He exposes because He will be with you every step of the way.

We don’t have to fix everything ourselves. (You think I replaced that valve all by myself?)

Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, because I am lowly and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28–30, CSB)

Thank God that He is a good shepherd who will never leave us. 
Thank God that He is a comforter who will teach and guide us.
Thank God that He is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and mercy.

Praise God!

Grace and Peace,
Pastor Jack

Knead for Faith

I know I am young, but man, do I miss when I was younger. Trusting God was my strong suit. I had questions, of course, but I believed He had something good in store for me. Then came this last summer.

I went into last summer thinking God would give me rest, joy, and, if I was lucky, a tan. Instead, He handed me 800 daily servings of bread, a side of hives, and a crash course in what it means to trust His goodness.

During my internship, the bakery was my summer assignment. After a spiritually exhausting spring, I thought God would give me a “good summer.”  I pictured early mornings, warm bread, maybe some peaceful music. Instead, it was baking for 800 people, something for breakfast, lunch, two items for dinner, plus a snack, every single day.

It wasn’t the summer I expected, and honestly, not the summer I wanted. The work was constant, the heat relentless, and my body didn’t handle it well. Every shift, I found myself whispering the same prayer: “God, I don’t even know if You’re listening, but I need You so much right now.” I clung to Psalm 40:1-2:

“I waited patiently for the Lord, and He turned to me and heard my cry for help. He brought me up from a desolate pit, out of the muddy clay, and set my feet on a rock, making my steps secure.”

But even while praying, I often felt like I was sinking instead of standing. And then mid-summer, the hives came. From my neck to my feet, my skin burned in the bakery heat. I kept asking God why this was my season, but His Word reminded me He had not abandoned me.

I wish I could say the hives went away, the baking got easier, and my summer turned around. It didn’t. Later, Psalm 66 reminded me that God tests and refines His people, and that He brings them out to abundance.

If you had told me at the start of last summer that I’d end it still tired, with hives, and without the “happy” summer, I would’ve cried. Now, I see it differently. God didn’t give me the summer I wanted; He gave me the one I needed to see that His goodness is not a mood, a season, or a circumstance. It’s His nature.

God was and is still good, even when the summer felt long and the prayers felt unanswered. Psalm 66 ends by saying, “Blessed be God! He has not turned away my prayer or turned His faithful love from me.” And maybe that’s the point; learning to trust not in the life I think I deserve, but in the God who knows exactly what I need.

Have the best day!
Jayden Smith

Practice Makes Disciples

I’ve recently decided I want to torture myself pretty much every day for the next couple of months. And by torture myself, what I really mean is start practicing for a marathon. Why would I put myself through so much pain and agony, both physically and mentally, you ask… Well, I don’t really have a good answer for you. I actually don’t like running at all. ESPECIALLY if chasing a ball is not involved. Last time I checked there is no such thing as a “marathon ball” as with the foot, base, and basket varieties. I think my biggest driving factor is just that I want to be able to say that I did it. I completed a marathon. But even in the torture, I think God might have a bigger reason or lesson for me in it right now. 

I use the words “practice for a marathon” specifically because “training” feels insufficient. Maybe this is a made-up thing in my head, but training to me infers lifting weights, stretching, and doing box jumps. All good things, just not the actual thing, running a marathon. Practicing, in my mind, signifies you are actually attempting the task at hand in hopes that one day you will complete the actual task with perfection or great success. I don’t know if I’m making much sense, but I’ll try to differentiate the difference greater, by sharing what God has been convicting me of more recently.

Going to church, hearing God’s word preached, attending a small group or Sunday school, these all feel like training to me. All things that God wants us to do to build up our faith, to strengthen our relationship with God, and with other believers. But actually sharing about Jesus' death, burial, and resurrection with someone who needs to hear it is practice. That ultimately is what God wants us to do as the Church. That is His end goal in mind for us to live it AND share it.

I want to get better at sharing my faith daily. I want to be able to say at the end of my life, I did it, I faithfully shared the gospel with lost people in need of saving. But I'm not going to get any better at it by just reading my bible. Like a man who only ever trains his arms, he will become top-heavy and topple. I’ve been convinced that I just need to do it. Be bold, have courage, and practice sharing the message and hope of Jesus Christ. Our success is in our obedience to share. Not in the perfection of our words or the acceptance of salvation. God does the heart change, and at times, He will let me be a part of that. But if not, I still need to faithfully practice. I still need to do it. 

How, where, and when is God convicting you to practice sharing the gospel? 

Blessings,
Bryant Hart